Are you sitting down? I’m not… I’m actually jumping up and down as I type this!
Yup – I’ve got some pretty exciting news to share… and it has nothing to do with jam or fruit or kids or husbands or babies or tornadoes or caregiving. For a change, it’s all about me. How weird is that? Okay, so here goes… 
Remember that record exec who came by the store a few weeks ago? Well, turns out he’s Peter’s girlfriend’s uncle. He was in town for Thanksgiving and Lisa apparently suggested he come by and listen to me sing and…. well… he loved my voice! I just got off the phone with him a few minutes ago and he wants me to come down to Nashville and record a demo album with some big producer he knows. He really thinks I have a shot at a recording contract.
Wow. I can hardly believe this is happening.
I know it’s a long shot, but my spirits have not only lifted, they’re soaring up through the stratosphere! These last few months, I just assumed I was still feeling down because of the move, and getting adjusted to our new life out here, or maybe that I was worried about the kids growing up and leaving me with an empty nest one day.
But in an instant, it all became clear… I need to do something for me. It may not be this – becoming a country-music star still seems like a bit of a long-shot, recording contract or not – but I do need to find a way to… to find myself, I guess.
Truth is, I’ve been taking care of others for so many years that I think I lost myself a little bit along the way. Not that I don’t love my life and my career, or realize how blessed I am to have the family I have, the husband I have, but I think there comes a time in a woman’s life when she needs to not only stop and smell the roses but plant a few for herself.
Does that sound nuts?
I think I’m just giddy with excitement. Anyway, I better get going… you guys were the first to know… Will and the kids have no idea! They’re waiting for me down at the store….guess I better go and tell them the dream I’ve barely admitted having to myself may be on the verge of coming true…
Oh no… what if they think it’s a terrible idea?
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